Down we go

Ok, I'm really struggling. Really really struggling. Walking into university today I just got hit by a very dense cloud which seems to have sapped everything from me. I'm lethargic, I'm flat, my face has gone to 'depression mode' which is when all of my facial muscles just cease to work when I'm not having…

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I’m… winning?

I really don't know. Anyway. Life. Life is still going. I was at a training weekend for mountain rescue a few days ago, and it was FANTASTIC... until two other trainee idjits held the stretcher incorrectly which led to me doing my back in and becoming an incident... oh well, it was fun. I'm still…

I need to write.

Never a good sign feeling the urge to write. Just means that I'm struggling along a little. My life is still going well. Studying is still fantastic, still great people, still enjoying. When I'm at work I'm enjoying it. I feel lost though, and starting to feel empty. Probably doesn't help that my prescription was…

That was odd

Still doing good! It's a miracle! I've been cutting negative ties left right and centre and it feels awesome. Last night I cut one of the hardest, someone I had (despite everyone's advice) managed to develop feelings for despite him being a bit of a jerk. Under the influence of cider, I sent him a…

Well hello there

I haven't not had to write a blog post in AGES. I think. It feels like ages anyway. Still don't need to write one. I'm doing surprisingly well, this is starting to feel like an actual recovery and not a happy blip which is... just... I can't describe it. I'm so hopeful yet so on…

(POTENTIAL TRIGGER) I have scars

WARNING: THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING, PLEASE BE CAREFUL. I know it's bad to write if it could upset people, but... I need to write. I'm so sorry. I have scars. Many, many scars. Some are innocent; my left elbow from surgery, my right knee where I came off my bike, the base of my left…

Where is the logic?!?!

So I haven't written for a while. Basically I really really haven't needn't too because life has just been... fantastic. It really has. So why am I writing. Because of a conversation I have just had with my mother. Essentially, my rent ends in June. We looked around an extremely nice place on Thursday, agreed…

Help A Heart

Ok people of the blogging world, I have a request of you all. Personally, I really feel part of a community here, people understand one another and we don't always need to explain in excruciating detail for someone to feel empathy with you. One of our members is suffering though, she's a very good friend…

Pride

One of the seven mortal sins. Represented by a peacock if I'm not much mistaken. I'll have to be taken to Hell then. I am feeling so so so proud of myself at the minute it's unbelievable. I'm somehow a Masters student (I'm still getting used to that), I've lost 10lbs in 20 days, and…

Small post because life

I made a big step this week. I am now most definitely, 100%, no-going-back, postgraduate nursing student. What am I doing? Oh yeah, living life properly and to the full. Doing what I love doing. Maximising my potential. Going to bed and waking up with the same smile on my face (unless I wake up…