The slow dance

The moves your mind do when it's trying to protect itself; ignoring emails, not doing jobs that need to be done, withdrawing from plans. Not every day, not every thing. It just starts with the occasional thing. Today I should have cleaned my shower; didn't. Should have cleaned he oven; didn't. I did clean the…

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I feel invalid

So I don't have emotions. Not the positive ones anyway. My counsellor said that I feel what I know to be happiness, excitement, pride, love... but then asked me how long these things last before they're interrupted. Yeaaah.... Anyway. Here we go. More counselling to teach me how to have emotions and then... well, see…