This is a blog post in replacement of a Facebook status that I think I’d regret. Heavily.
I’ve an urge to be open with people. Not about everything, not to the extent of making this blog public, but enough so that people can understand. I want them to know.
I don’t want to hide.
I truly feel that this is coming from my ability to be able to talk to people, to say what is really going on. Today I was with the rescue boat, my second family and it was amazing. I was speaking openly, they were so kind and caring, and I’m legitimately welling up just thinking about it. It was fantastic, and I got face paint (see picture below).
I feel brave. Or stupid. I don’t know what it is yet. I’m just fed up and of hiding in the shadows.
I want to be able to live as me.
I’m going to do it. I’m going to open a part of my life that has been closed off except to a select few. I’m going to say what and for how long.
I’m going to become me. I’ll let you know how it goes.