I am me (and employed!)

So I did what I was talking about in my last post. I out illnesses and dates (the best I could) onto a status on Facebook and posted it.  Just like that. I felt disconnected as I did it, like I want really me. I suppose it's so out of character that for a while…

I need to be open

This is a blog post in replacement of a Facebook status that I think I'd regret. Heavily. I've an urge to be open with people. Not about everything, not to the extent of making this blog public, but enough so that people can understand. I want them to know.  I don't want to hide. I…

Hit me on the head

Very short, positive post. Sat by the Ouse, about 10 metres back on a picnic bench. I have hot chocolate, Spotify and a book (Forensics: The Anatomy of Crime).  Just looked toward Millenium Bridge which has been the scene of some attempts recently and felt... nothing. I'm by the river and I'm not suicidal. Pigs…

Who is my enemy?

I've just come back from essentially two weeks of holiday; first with family in Bambrugh, then with my best friend of multiple years in Holland.  Holland holiday led to a first for me. We had a bit of a sandwich holiday, two days in Amsterdam, 4 at Castlefest, another 2 back in Amsterdam. At the…