Full of empty

Scenario: on holiday with my aunt, uncle, cousin, and two second cousins in Northumbria (Bambrugh). I've had an absolutely fantastic few days with them, mostly looking after the boys - I am here as unofficial babysitter - but also just getting away from life in general. The only constant reminder are the pills I'm taking…

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Alas, history repeats itself

Last night I was shown both sides of humanity.  If you know York, you'll know Millenium Bridge (the one with the pretty lights). If you were walking on it and passed someone sat on the railings what would you do? A) tell them they can jump, B) ignore them, or C) be the one person…

I don’t know

.... and someone's found my blog again. Please, I need this to be me. If you recognise who this is from reading then you most definitely understand why. Please let me have this. I need it. Ok. How I'm feeling at the minute is very strange and I feel like I need to write about…

I Sometimes Feel

I sometimes feel completely alone in this world. No matter what people say, what they've been through, I feel like they can't possibly know how I feel, that they can't really start to comprehend. Stupid, I know. Of course people understand. They understand how they feel, how they've felt. But for someone to understand exactly…

Got. To. Keep. Going.

WARNING: There are parts of this post that could potentially trigger. Please read with caution. That is just how life is at the minute. Got to keep going. With the full stops. Those four words are so so hard to think about right now, let alone act upon.  I'll start from what I think is…