I’m climbing out, slowly. I forced myself through today, did everything planned. I think sticking to my regime helped me feel ordinary. Yes, I’m blogging for the second time in two days, I need to. I had a good trombone lesson, a pre-project meeting, and a good circuit session with two kayaking friends. The housing issue may be getting sorted as well. I want to feel normal again.
I hate feeling that I want my life over with. I’ve got things I want to do, but I don’t want to live to do them. I don’t want to live for anything.