A little plea

I have a dilemma. I think that someone I know has somehow found this blog, someone who didn't even know I had one. As an anonymous writer, this is a problem. I can't be open if I think that they know about and are reading this. I'm hoping I may just be being paranoid. The…

Oh help

Life is... interesting? In the past 9 days, I have moved house, sorted said house, depped for two high standard bands, been asked for by another one, sorted my audition material, and lost the ability to sleep. This can only mean one thing. Freshers week is on Monday. I am terrified. I am going back…

Dangerous Places

My determination is paying off. I think. Within the past week I've been called in to two champion bands, which is pretty good going. One I had no connection with whatsoever, so a lot is riding on that. I don't feel... safe, though. My mind feels like a  rubber band, I've stretched and stretched it.…

Luck be a lady tonight

Just a short update today. In my post yesterday, I mentioned that I had a rather sudden appointment with my cardiologist this morning. I was full of hope for it, my friends and fellow performers were full of hope (almost more so, I think), and fingers crossed all round, it would have been a diagnosis.…